Letter to no one...

Dear (Insert name here),

I am better at writing letters to people than I am actually telling them what is on my mind. I really enjoy writing letters, but never sending them. It seems therapeutic. My friends and family have no idea what I write. It is probably best that it stay that way. I am changing the mode of this blog, it will still be about questions and secrets... just I will be writing secret letters. I will still take questions and secrets from you though. I would like to say thank you to those who have sent me secrets. Most of them are quite life altering! Some things just make you ponder about reality perception.

Some of you may have noticed that my old posts are gone; I will be bringing them back in different format later. If you need anything... I'm just a message away.

Thanks For Reading,

HouseWife

Secretly... I love my husband.

I really do!

Yesterday he took me out to lunch, and tells me that there is a new dress code at work. "It's mandatory starting tomorrow and they just told us about it last night." He says. "I don't have any steel toe shoes or navy blue dress pants and they are going to send me home if I don't get them." I told him to go to Walmart when he got off of work and get what he needed. He said he woudl go.

He didn't.

He came home after work and sent his boss a text message telling him he couldn't get the shoes because he would have to order them. *He does have a weird shoe size; 11 1/2 wide* His boss text him back "NO EXCEPTIONS!" *Dang it*

Off to walmart he went at 11pm. I went to bed.

I acted like I was mad at him for not going on his way home, but really I just wished for him to lay in bed beside me. He needed new shoes anyway.

We have our issues, but we love each other.

Reasons I love my husband:
He kisses me before he leaves for work...EVERYDAY!
He eats my cooking...even when I screwed up.
He compliments my features...even if I think they are flaws.
He loves my oldest daughter even though biologically she is not his.
He is always there when I really need him.
He does whatever it takes to make sure that this family has everything we need.
After being together for so long, he still calls me beautiful!
Last but not least...He loves me back!

I admit that I don't let him know just how much I love him. It's a fear I can't seem to get over. I'm worried that I'll get hurt. I guess you can say that I've been burned before.

Welcome

This blog begins as a question to all of you...

What is your biggest regret?

If you have any questions or secrets you would like to ask or share with me please email me at questions.and.secrets@gmail.com. Otherwise feel free to comment or browse around.

My personal biggest regret is allowing myself to become so consumed in another person that I ignored my own basic needs.